the future.

I'm going to be with this family for a year.
I know that much is for sure.

And I've been thinking about what I'm going to do with my life.
I am turning 20 in a few months, and I feel like I am further off course than my peers.

I have never ever been good at school.
I am good for the first month or so, but then I get so bored and distracted.
And then once I know that I am in a hole I just give up, because there is no way I can fix it.

If it's something interesting and in constant motion, then I think I could do it.

Anyways.
The first thoughts of this came while watching Lilo and Stich.
I love that movie.

I looked for apartments in Hawaii. Then in Utah.
Then it was...how will I pay for these?
I NEED A JOB.
No...a career.

So Kaytlyn, what are you going to do with yourself?

I thought teacher buuuuut...nah...not SUPER appealing.

I always liked the idea of astronomy. I LOVE the stars and space.
But there is so much math that my brain just can't handle.

Now what?!

Well, I'm young. I don't have anyone "tying" me down...

I love to travel.
Since I've been young my family have been big on traveling.

My dad used to work for Southwest so we would fly all the time.
My uncle works for them too so....literally I have been traveling all of my life.

Why not make a living out of it?
Pilot?...hmmm...so many buttons! and I don't have perfect vision which I think is required.
So that might be under the "maybe" list.

I've been told that I'm bubbly (hahaha...Lilo and Stitch...bubbly...Mr. Bubbles haha I make myself laugh) and friendly.  My mom has suggested it before, and I think it's a great idea honestly!

*drumrollllllllll* Flight Attendant!



Maybe...just MAYBE I could go to "school" for it too.

I was thinking here

Uhhhh FLORIDA. Yes please.
And they have student housing.
I could find work there I'm sure!
I've worked in a department store before.
Shouldn't be too hard.

My mom's high school friend lives in Florida too.
So I would have a little bit of comfort that I could fall back on.

It's a thought.
I still have literally an entire year before any of this applies to me.

Here's to hoping.